Slow down… And let me love you!

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Love this so much, Heidi Baker encourage’s my missionary HEART! Thank you Jesus for your grace… I fail in loving people, and it mend me back to your heart and washing me,  and wooing me to become love everyday! This is what LOVE looks like!

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Little Minions that ruin the vineyards.

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I wanted to share a secret..But first…A freshly squeezed lemons, a few slices of ginger and honey, my favourite tea combo these days especially in these kind of weather the rainy season. Peeping outside my window  while seeing the ferocious wind blowing down again a calm Guyabano tree and hearing the angry river met by the heavy pouring, marvelling at the monsoon storms over a cup of tea … It’s 10ish pm and the pitter patter rain drops outside my window is playing in the background and yup thunders too.

And here I’am, sitting over the edge of my bed reflecting over the months that has past by, just in awe and almost in tears over the incredible years the Lord has brought in my life. Thank you for stopping by to read my rambles!! Thank God I’m not popular. Only three of you noticed. (HA-HA)  Thankful.

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And also the lovely people that…

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You are the beloved.

IMG_20161218_081920I wanted to share a secret..But first…A freshly squeezed lemons, a few slices of ginger and honey, my favourite tea combo these days especially in these kind of weather the rainy season. Peeping outside my window  while seeing the ferocious wind blowing down again a calm Guyabano tree and hearing the angry river met by the heavy pouring, marvelling at the monsoon storms over a cup of tea … It’s 10ish pm and the pitter patter rain drops outside my window is playing in the background and yup thunders too.

And here I’am, sitting over the edge of my bed reflecting over the months that has past by, just in awe and almost in tears over the incredible years the Lord has brought in my life. Thank you for stopping by to read my rambles!! Thank God I’m not popular. Only three of you noticed. (HA-HA)  Thankful.

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And also the lovely people that God has brought into my life for the couple of months for learning and growing and dying with CHRIST DAILY. But only by His grace He sustain me throughout the ragged gnarly years of pressing in to His truth and His promises over my life when I feel like being swallowed by whale shark and its dark and its yucky, stinky, But He is calling me through His purpose.

The secret that’s not anymore a secret ; because people know its your birthday because of Facebook notification but seriously, like 20 more days before my birthday. It felt like one minute you’re at school and the next you’re saying goodbye to your 20’s!I hate getting old especially that I felt like I’m still a cookie dough not yet baked. And to that I have a very clever Idea.. a very profound thing to do in my birthday which is to blow my cake and sing all by myself  BRIDGET JONES style. ( kidding aside! )

 

Real talk now. Do you remember watching something for 60 minutes and thinking it went for four hours. Just like age you just wake up one day and you’re not anymore 18.. Turning an adding more years to your journey through life is a bit bitter sweet for me, I picture people my age all grown up with their babies, their cars, their houses but I don’t think I’m quite qualified. Of Course, I know comparison is the thief of Joy, but this is never a comparison but just a reflection for the morbid years of eradicating lies and walls I built upon myself.

Where were those early 20’s went by? Sometimes it takes years and years of being hammered with hardships until we finally learn the lesson we’re supposed to while other times we get it right away. This year was the hardest transition in my life,  the phase of giving birth where you endure the pain of the birthing, its the hardest because God allowed me series of waiting of refining and lots of season to be just messy raw with Him. I dive unto His wonderful, immeasurable love for me, and seeing Him in a brand new lens. He is not an angry father, He is not moody God, He really wants to partner with me in my journey to wholeness.  My father says let all the chicken spirit dies in you because you are made to soar high, you roar and you soar. You are an eagle you are not a chicken. I’m awakening prayer warriors its time to position our lives in prayer and to yield our life to the one who calls us beloved.  Don’t allow all those Mental Minions those little distractions ruin our vine. (Catch for us the foxes, the little foxes that ruin the vineyards, our vineyards that are in bloom.)  song SOLOMON 2:15 those canyon of self-doubt, those chicken spirits, those unbelieving spirit, those Judas spirit, Those spirit that distract our intimacy with JESUS, those negative thoughts, those unforgiving spirit, Those spirit who always put us down. I believe the Lord will qualify those unqualified,  You have become a laughingstock but God will exalt the blameless and the righteous one. ITS EASY TO DOUBT GOD, ESPECIALLY WHEN WE CAN’T SEE THE BIG PICTURE. BUT PRESS in to His LOVE. I know the modern life is full of distraction not just Facebook notification  and  or some daydreams, or Instagram but there is a battle beloved, A battle to war against your attention, to be fully present with me is what I desire says the Lord. A battle to war against labels and  passport definitions of who you are with the father your Identity with Him. A battle to war against Pride over splashing fresh cup of humility to those around you, A battle to war against being right always. A battle to war against things in the spiritual realm.  ( I’m preaching this to myself)

I want one day to wake up grey and wrinkly but has lived the best life ever and still hearing the voice of the HOLY SPIRIT everyday saying that I’m the beloved, that I have answered the call, that I discern whats best every waking hours and the breathe of life He has entrusted me, that life has meaning it has a purpose. That my life will be so rocked by God, that my love for the Lord is so radically inside of me and it overflows outside of me. That those chicken spirit, those little minions of distraction will be humming one by one through the exit door. Let all chicken opinions from people on my face or on my back and who judges me the way I live my life has lesser and lesser effect on me. You cannot offend a dead man. DYING DAILY WITH CHRIST! That all my days I will proclaim His goodness, His holiness, and His kindness upon my life.

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And lastly, your anointed where you are in life. Know that there are seasons in life and season change But His love will remain.

“God loves each of us as if there were only one of us.” Saint Augustine

 

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